I dont wanna be holding on to you but sometimes i wonder if i'm the one who insisted to cling on. At times like this, i wonder if i will ever get out of this mess i brought myself to. I was so determined and ready to let go but shit happens. Yeaaaaaah, one step forward and a few steps back. I'm not moving forward yet i know there isnt any way to ever turn back again. Life's all about changing but changes doesnt change. The funny fact is that its not easy to fall, but once you've fallen, it'll be so tough to get up, sometimes theres just no other way out but.. I dont know, move on? But then again i said it'll be so tough to get up and sometimes theres just no other way out but.. I dont know,there you see, i've formed a never ending cycle for you.